Its been a while since my last entry. Punkin's been sick and I haven't felt well, either. The whole time Punkin was sick made me relive those days in the hospital when Christopher was born. All those feelings came rushing back at me like a tidal wave. It's been rough. I have to thank Kim for her support in all of it. She really helped me out. If it wasn't for her, I think I'd still be a mess. What made it so bad, was Punkin got deathly ill three months to the day of Chris' birthday! That's all for today. I miss you and love you, son. Watch over Mommy, Punkin, and I and all of our friends. You're always thought about by everyone. Love, Daddy