Dear Christopher & Christina, Well, it's another sleepless night and I can't stop thinking about the two of you. I keep crying and crying and I just can't stop. I have to apologize for not coming here as often as I should. I feel horrible that I don't. It is just so difficult. You're Mom has a lot of guts and toughness because she comes here a lot more often than I do. Well, the other day was my birthday and one of my wishes didn't and won't come true. That's having you both here in my arms. The other wish is that we're doing an embryo transfer this Friday, March 13, 2009, and I'm wishing for success. Nothing will ever replace the two of you. We want you guys to have more brothers and sisters. I miss you guys more and more every day and it hurts so much living without you both here with us. Mommy and Daddy love you and miss you and I'll try to come back here soon. Love, Daddy