Dear Son, It's 2:20 am and I can't sleep. I keep thinking of you and what happened on your birthday. Thanksgiving is coming quickly and I can't stand it. I hate the holidays, anymore. If I didn't have your Mother, I would give up living. It hurts so much everyday without you. Daddy misses you so much. It takes so much strength and courage to keep myself together, I couldn't do it without your Mother. I love her. Someday we'll see each other again. I know it. I love you, son. Play with your sister until we meet again and tell her I love her, too. Watch over you Mother and I. Love, Daddy