Dear Son, I feel ashamed that I'm the one that started this website for you and I don't come here as often as I should! It is just so difficult. I'm crying right now and it doesn't get any easier. I'm sorry. Your Mother and I miss you so much. We talk about you everyday and wish you were here with us. As you probably know, your Mother is pregnant. I've been asking you to help us so your Mother wouldn't have to go through all of those shots and whatnot of the IVF and I must thank you. Your Mother is pregnant without going through any IVF! You're going to have a brother or sister! I want you to watch over your sibling and take care of them. I love you, son. I miss you more and more everyday. I think of you everyday, too. I am very sorry for not coming here as often as I should, but I will try to come here more often. I love you. Love, Daddy xoxo