I feel guilty for not writing sooner. I find it more and more difficult getting the will-power to just come to this website! This Spring is getting more difficult, too. I have to admit I'm very jealous of all the other parents out there that are walking with their children. Lately I've found myself breaking down more and more, but I think its because I'm home recovering from my surgery. Especially in the beginning, when I couldn't do much, but lay around. But, even now, I'm able to do some things around the house, but I still have a hard time! I have to go. This is getting too difficult right now. I miss you Christopher. I love you. Your Mom and I talk about you a lot and wish you were here with us. I know Punkin, Pogo, Bach, Barron, Fudge, all my parents cats and other pets are with you. Love, Daddy xoxo