Chris 11th March 2009

Dear Christopher & Christina, I feel like I am a terrible Father. I don't come here as often as I should, but there's not a moment that goes by each and every day that I don't think about the two of you. I miss you dearly and I love you so much. It hurts me as a Father that I couldn't do more to help you come and stay in this world with us. I constantly feel like a failure as a Father. It hurts me not having you here with your Mother and me. I miss you and love you both. I would gladly switch places with both of you so you could experience life. I wish I was with you. Love, Daddy