Dear Son, I am sorry for not coming to your site as often as I should. I break down and cry when I come here. It hurts me so much and I can't make it stop. Your Mother and I miss you so much and we both wish we could be with you. I miss you, son. I want to hold you in my arms and I cannot. It hurts so much not having you here with us. I love you so much. Love, Daddy