Peaches, My beautiful baby, today is the one year anniversary of your conception. I still can't believe all this effort to bring you to us ended like this and that you are gone. I can't get it out of my head that you suffered in your brief time on earth, and that is the hardest thing. This past Monday I should have just went back to work this from maternity leave, but there was no maternity leave, only a 6 week "post delivery" leave and the OB didn't even think that was necessary. I love you and I hope you did not suffer and that you are at peace.